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I’m flying to Bali today. My sister is couple of months pregnant, and my parents… I want to see them. To talk to my mother. Read the rest of this entry »

I drank too much, don’t have a clear mind now, but I still want to write.
I don’t care about anyone, I’m gonna talk about myself. After all, myself is more im“portant than others. One of the reasons is because I’m gonna leave the life myself, and it would be important for me to have what I want to have.

Give me a clear mind, make me an individualistic, that’s my current wish. I’ve been good enough to be the follower of socialist paradigm, at least for a couple of years. That’s the result of my education in high school.

My good friend, chatrin, used to say that your relationship with others is like a ship. And in the ship, there can only one captain to decide the direction of the ship. The co-captain will provide insights.

Is this about karma?

The good man would say,  “do your best, and let God do the rest”. I would say, “do your best to yourself, and the future will handle itself”.

This video is banned in Singapore

At 1.40 am, I can’t sleep. My mind is troubled now, and one ways for me to clear it is by writing. To describe it in words, there are plenty of things happening in my brain, and I can only process one thing at a time. Sometimes there’s only one thought, but this thought is like a jumbled story, the beginning and the end are not clear. How can I make a perfect story without sorting the beginning and the end first.

Heck, for 22 years living in this world, I have learned lessons, and more often than not, I learned it the hard way. The worst part of learning a new experience is the process to learn it. But after the experience is gained, it would be much better. I can even laugh about what happened in the past, and state to others that what happened to me in the past was just a glitch in my life story.

Sometimes I wonder, if I can get everything in this life. Currently, my ‘everything’ is defined into careers, family which are my parents, circle of friends, and romantic relationship. Tell me I am greedy, but somehow I think I can manage to get this everything.

I believe in the concept of Karma and Reincarnation. Life in this earthly world is a suffering. The existence of human in this world is to learn things so that its soul can unify with the universe (God) and to escape from this earthly world. If a soul is imperfect, then it would reincarnate again to finish its mission to be perfect, and its current existence in this earthly world is affected by the previous lives (karma).

That’s how I explain things which happen to me, karma and reincarnation. Things happen because of my karma, things don’t happen because of that as well. I would learn from it, and I know what I learn now won’t end up in cemetery. Because I will reincarnate again if there is any unfinished lessons I need to learn again.

There are things which are better communicated with:

• phones
• emails
• face-to-face conversations
• SMS

That depends on:

• how urgent you want the information to be communicated
• the urgency level of the feedback
• how accurate the information transfer

And sometimes I am confused to receive an extra piece of info/question

which is communicated via a means

which I don’t think is appropriate

e.g.: sending one SMS with plenty of questions. It expects me to answer all the questions. Why not sending me an email instead???

That’s the reason why I haven’t replied your sms, yani =).

I just checked the statistics of my domain. I found this piece of statistics:

The Search Query Report shows the queries that your sites visitors have sent to search engines to find your site. This only lists queries for search engines that have been defined and that provide this information in their referrer data. This report is useful in determining what keyword and which search engines refer visitors to your site. Read the rest of this entry »

I posted a comment to respond Sutono’s post. He mentions his opinion about world’s economics vs the earth. And in the end, he posted simple questions:

Then the question, how long can the world economy keep growing? Or in other words, when will our earth fail to feed us?

Hardono mentions a thing about ethanol to replace fossil fuels. So I came out with my opinion which is a respond to Sutono and Hardono’s:

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My boss is one of a kind. He gives me plenty of things to learn and I am looking up on him. Wise men said, there will always be a day for a man to move on to pursue his dream. I informed my boss, that my time has come.

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